Finally here goes my first blog! I dont know how to go abt writing a blog! but for me it a way to say what i want to.. so i dont care what people think. coz this is ME...y am i sooo obsessed wid myself??? i aint perfect! no wher close..I've tried being a million other people... but somehow i end up being ME! i can only be this way...i am best @ being MYSELF.different people can actually say a different things about me! they hav varying opinions...its actually surprising..one person..the same person..but certain ppl..hav seen the good..certain ppl..hav seen the bad..n certain ppl hav seen the ugly n the best!;) if u actully think ..i hav my parents thinking their daughter is good for nothing(but deep inside they knw i can achieve gr8 heights)tht's y parents r ther..to make u keep climbing up the ladder of success.They & a very few TRUE friends of mine who wil always be there when i fall.Those TRUE friends know the exact ME n hav actually accptd me through al my flaws! People who know me from frm a distance would say that i am sweet,caring,creative,lively,fun ,highly imaginative and a lot of positive stuff . But then there are people who hav seen the other side of me , the side that is jus intollerable .I cant stand ppl irritating me! @ times i hav a bunch of idiots surrounding me who jus cant b without bugging me n thanks to them i blow my fuse!they eventually run away like i'm gonna kill them !I don make ppl run away.I am a person who demands the respect i need!I hav a bad temper! i dunno y..offlate i get iritated for small things i feel ppl around me r DUMB! rather playin DUMB!n i'm stubborn n very very stuck..i dont know why! Why is it so hard for people to accept my mistakes and take me back for wht i am !hey i'm human! I am a very confused person..i WANT to be independent , but i land up depending :( told u i'm stuck:\ my cousin once said i am the most pathetic person who's really bad @ making decisions!(shez right!) u knw..ppl influence me very easily! tht makes me very dependent! (still striving towards bein an independant woman!)i would actually jump over mountains to do things for ppl without actually thinkin i mite break a few bones!i don care..i love doing things for ppl..i would b the first to stand up for al tht! but when i need sum1..?i expect ppl to b around me...makes me feel sooo good! I take small things seriously n leave out the big issues of life unnoticed.I jus love being wid my friends! wish my friends would stay wid me forever n ever.
Hey al u ppl out ther..who hav supported me thru d thick n thin of my life..Thank you!Will love you forever!
this is prob the most important juncture of my life...wher ive jus come out of my teenage n growing towards bein old :( Waaaahhh!!! i'm 20!! i miss life already!soon i'l b 21 n i'l b entering my next phase in the journey of life...wish life was controlable for our needs...
guess i'm prob sayin waaayyy tooo much on my first blog..ppl who think i crap a lot...yaayyy! congratulations on discovering tht..yup i tend to crap n yap a lott:P may not b al tht meaningful n entertaining....i do not knw if my blog was a worth read for al u ppl reading it now but this is jus d way i feel...
alrite then...this is me signin off...
